Day 2 – Waking Up on Saturday
Nothing to do all day but sit around. The air is HVAC processed; terrible and toxic for me. The food is full of chemical residues. I pass the time in the day room in bad posture seating. I type this and watch football throughout the day. Celtics at night.
I sit in Day Room all day because the is nowhere else; the chairs are bad for my back and neck. The lyme symptoms (pallor and sadness) are improving a lot. I still have right sided numbness but it is also getting better. I cannot believe how much my neck is worsening. I realize I have to get out of here ASAP to feel better. This is punishing because I am having a herximer reaction. I am so sick it’s a shame to convalesce here. I am in a cold sweat all day.
I am hoping humanitarian reasons will get Dr V. would release me on Friday but I am still here in the zoo. And it is a zoo because there are some nuts here screaming and yelling and threatening al;l day long. It hurts me to watch them get aggressive. Mostly over the TV. I am happy there is a TV and anything is on to pass this time. This is not a mentally healthy place.
